I never wanted memories, I only wanted you.

I stumbled across this song on the internet a few weeks ago; and until now I'm still wondering if it actually meant something.

Listen to it, and you tell me.

Better As a Memory - Kenny Chesney


What is God trying to tell me, really? That I should just let him go and move on?

I know I can relate to this song, and somehow I could put the pieces together and get it all figured out but I just refuse to believe it's true.

I refuse to believe that this is just not it; that he's just not the one.

I'm stubborn like that and there's nothing anyone can do to actually make me change my mind.

This song hurts. It's like slap slap slap, poke cut ouch right through the heart.

I guess I need time; I just need time.

Ahh yes, Caren and Kathy; this song is dedicated to the both of you too. I'm sorry you had to go through all this crap, but it is all just part of life isn't it? Whatever it is, just know that you're not alone okay? I may fail you sometimes, but God never will.

And He is always, ALWAYS there. I find great comfort in knowing that, and I sure hope you do too. Love you both !

xxx