Sunday, June 21, 2009

I can't keep feeling the way I do.



I hate that you're not even sure of what you want.

I hate that you keep staring whenever I try to get over you.

I hate that you're so ignorant towards the way I feel for you.

I hate that it's so hard to find the words; just to get to know you.

I hate that sometimes I feel like I don't know you at all.

I hate that I feel so stupid, insecure, weak, and vulnerable altogether when it comes to you.

I absolutely hate what you do to my heart.


I hate that I follow my heart so much that I ignore what my better judgement tells me to do whenever it comes to you.

I hate that you keep messing with my feelings.

I hate that you're the only one capable of making me feel the way I do.

I hate that this is probably the fifth time you broke my heart in just a span of 1 and a half years.

I hate that I'm still head over heels for you even after all that's happened.

I hate that I made you my everything because now it feels like I've lost everything.

I hate that hating you is so exhausting.

I especially hate that I don't hate you at all.


& I hate that lately all my posts are so emo-fied because of you.


I can't keep on hiding my heart from you,
I can't keep on loving you from a distance.

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